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From: Harald on 30 May 2008 03:46 is to UP my mood. I try so hard to up my mood all the time, it�s hard work. I need to get higher. I�m not like other people . I am different. I don�t use no drugs or medication anymore. It�s not easy getting REAL high with medication. If one takes medication the person no longer cares about spirituality and GOD.
From: zipper on 31 May 2008 15:14 I don't agree with that conclusion because I take LOTS of meds but I consider myself to be a very spiritual person. Acting happy is not the same as truly experiencing the emotion.
From: zipper on 1 Jun 2008 09:29 It sounds like you're chasing after the ultimate manic phase.
From: Johncc on 4 Jun 2008 04:46 "zipper" <dunno(a)cablespeed.com> kirjoitti viestiss�:6ae5c7cc-f711-4e84-a287-23d8c2d8c3f2(a)j33g2000pri.googlegroups.com... > > > > I don't agree with that conclusion because I take LOTS of meds but I > consider myself to be a very spiritual person. Meds took away my spirituality. I am no longer able to experience PURE kundalini energy, also my chakras are not working and i am not able to read other people thoughts. Also it takes a LOT of work to experience the higher pure love of GOD. My doctor forces me on Risperdal. Im still able to experience happiness and joy and love. But those aren�t important. I wanna experience the spiritual world like i did in my "psychosis". I want to have what doctors call "psychosis", and i believe that psychosis is GOD talking to you, also mania is god talking to you.
From: Johncc on 4 Jun 2008 04:55
"Johncc" <Johncc(a)hotmail.com> kirjoitti viestiss�:ADs1k.12104$_03.6340(a)reader1.news.saunalahti.fi... > > "zipper" <dunno(a)cablespeed.com> kirjoitti > viestiss�:6ae5c7cc-f711-4e84-a287-23d8c2d8c3f2(a)j33g2000pri.googlegroups.com... >> >> >> >> I don't agree with that conclusion because I take LOTS of meds but I >> consider myself to be a very spiritual person. > Ive experienced my friends meditating and been in the same room as them as they sended me energy from the heart-chakra, I felt it then, it no longer works while im on meds. It was easy to feel good back then. I just focused on my heart-chakra and then i felt good and "home" . Also the 3rd eye chakra is a way to get out of body experience. but now i can�t even focus on it. My friend is able to concentrate on the heart-chakra and leave his mind there and fly into other people and leave the mind in the 3rd eye chakra |