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From: wewe on 8 Aug 2008 01:55 I am schizophrenic and i have managed to experience wonderful euphorias and even been ecstatic during the summer. It�s like a DRUG and I want more. It is GOD and i want more. There is no other state of mind or no drug that gets me as high as these euphorias do. I do not understand why people take drugs to take away the euphorias. It�s not just a dopamine or serotonin release, it is something more deeper, and of course there is no "comedown" or crash from these feelings. My euphoria can last up to 2 hours, I wish that you all will be able to experience euphorias. Even if there would be the deepest depression after these euphorias I don�t CARE. They are worth it.
From: wewe on 11 Aug 2008 01:44 "Damaeus" <no-mail(a)hotmail.invalid> kirjoitti viestiss�:7c0o941oas79v3o7knnt3e2i3ljo5aqou5(a)4ax.com... > In news:alt.support.schizophrenia, "wewe" <ewew(a)wewe.fi> posted on > Fri, 8 Aug 2008 08:55:03 +0300: > >> I am schizophrenic and i have managed to experience wonderful >> euphorias and even been ecstatic during the summer. It�s like a >> DRUG and I want more. It is GOD and i want more. There is no >> other state of mind or no drug that gets me as high as these >> euphorias do. > > Hey, thanks for posting. Do you feel a sense of connection to ancient > mythology? > >> I do not understand why people take drugs to take away the >> euphorias. > > Actually, if you use just cannabis it will intensify these feelings > you're having and make them more dynamic. Cannabis turns the dialup > connection to God into a broadband connection. > Ok thanx for the advice, im gonna try cannabis. I want it rough. Im a guy who takes life seriously and I want The BIG BIG BIG enjoyment. I really want to get higher. You are a good man. I love you. Jesus loves you. I hope you get as high as you possible can. >> It�s not just a dopamine or serotonin release, it is something >> more deeper, and of course there is no "comedown" or crash from >> these feelings. My euphoria can last up to 2 hours, I wish that >> you all will be able to experience euphorias. Even if there >> would be the deepest depression after these euphorias I don�t >> CARE. They are worth it. > > I know what you're going through. Just enjoy it. There's more > coming. > Yeah i certainly enjoy it. The best feeling is when i feel I am GOD and in some trance like state of mind. I feel so high. I don�t use any drugs at the moment. I believe life is about enjoyment. I dont care if i crash. I just wanna be high and enjoy my schizophrenia. I wanna spread this happy message to everybody. Have faith in god and jesus. Read about religion. GET religious experiences. Feel the holy spirit.
From: wewe on 11 Aug 2008 02:51 <schenkeyah(a)gmail.com> kirjoitti viestiss�:be48e3a8-c5b6-4b6b-8cd5-5c48c3fb020b(a)k30g2000hse.googlegroups.com... > Hello! > > You probably have a schizoaffective disorder, which means something > like bipolar and schizophrenia together. > > You must cut down the euphoria even if you think it is good for you. > On the long term it is a very bad thing. > I don�t understand why feeling really good could be a bad thing, everybody wants to feel good. It�s like a drug and i want more of it. > In mania at first (hypomania) everything is better. You are smarter, > more aware of the environment and people, you are amusing, outgoing > and you can function really good. But!!! When hypomania becomes mania, > things get worse, a lot worse... > Bullshit. You are just hypnotised by your doctors, think it�s just some kind of chemical imbalance i have. I don�t buy psychiatry. I dont believe in psychiatry. I believe there is more than just chemistry beyond these high feelings i have. It is god talking to me. > You are very engry, you can quarrel easily with people in everyday > life and what is the worst with people closest to you. > I dont get angry ever. I just love to be carefree. > You think you dont need anyone, you think you are not wrong, that > everyone is against you, etc. > > It does not take a long time to lose people around you. > > And there is another danger! When you are in the worst mania it > usually turns back to psychosis and then to depression of the highest > degree. > Im already in psychosis, I see hallucinations around me. The only thinkg that makes me depressed is when i try to stop smoking cigarettes. It makes me so depressed and in so great mental pain, I wanna kill myself. It is because cigarettes release dopamine. And when i stop smoking i don�t have enough dopamine and I get depressed. Im sure if I should take cocaine or ritalin i would feel better too because these drug release dopamine. Im not gonna take any other drugs than caffeine and cigarettes though. I don�t wanna be a junkie. > But you wont mind this post, you will figure things out on your own. > I certainly care about your post, but it is just your material OPINION. Why would you know better than me. > My suggestion to you is: > > Ask a doctor about an increase of your mood stabiliser, wheather you > have vaproat or antipsychotic which is mood stabiliser as well. > I did that. I tried Zyprexa and it made soooo depressed and I felt so bad I was thinking of killing myself. The reason it made me feel bad is because it takes away that serotonine and dopamine I have in my brain. > Is you are manic that is not the reality it is just one step closer to > psychosis. > > But youll probably have to go through the worst for I think you wont > listen... > The last time I had my psychosis, I really enjoyed it until the evil doc forced me on meds. I believe i have some kind of psychosis now too, and I certainly enjoy it. > I hope you stabilise yourself... > No, i won�t stabilise myself. I hate being stabile. You seem to not understand that fact that people are different. Some like to be bored. I don�t like to be bored. I like it hard, very hard.
From: wewe on 11 Aug 2008 02:57
<schenkeyah(a)gmail.com> kirjoitti viestiss�:be48e3a8-c5b6-4b6b-8cd5-5c48c3fb020b(a)k30g2000hse.googlegroups.com... > Hello! > > > And there is another danger! When you are in the worst mania it > usually turns back to psychosis and then to depression of the highest > degree. > You really don�t understand that I want to be in psychosis. |