i don't know how long it's been but it hurts even now
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From: hunnix on 13 Jul 2008 10:26 i have lost track of time. I don't even want to know how many days have passed. But every single day hurts without my mumsy. Somedays, i feel so completely devoid of emotions. I feel i have moved on in life. I feel the pain has taken a back seat. When i see the sadness in my dad's eyes i feel only he misses mom and i have no sorrow. Then i think back, this isn't a competition about who can grieve more. I feel her absence immensly, and don't know what I should. I try consoling my dad but i know this is an impossible task. After a long time, I looked at the family photos and it brought back the tears in me. But they dried out and I began looking at the pictures once again wihtout any emotions. If this is life, i sure don't want to live it. i don't know how long i'll have to wait here without mumsy. I love you mumsy
From: Daisy on 13 Jul 2008 13:15
I understand where you are, my mom passed before my dad and his life was so sad that when he went four months later it was like, now he's with mom again and happy. He tried to be strong for me and my sister but we knew he was nothing without her, they were married for 70 years......a very long time. I know it hurts honey and somedays you feel helpless, but we're all here for you OK? (((hugs))) -- Daisy "hunnix" <hunnix(a)gmail.com> wrote in message news:bfee67d4-dec5-43c2-985c-b398c9333896(a)c65g2000hsa.googlegroups.com... >i have lost track of time. I don't even want to know how many days > have passed. But every single day hurts without my mumsy. > > Somedays, i feel so completely devoid of emotions. I feel i have moved > on in life. I feel the pain has taken a back seat. When i see the > sadness in my dad's eyes i feel only he misses mom and i have no > sorrow. Then i think back, this isn't a competition about who can > grieve more. I feel her absence immensly, and don't know what I > should. I try consoling my dad but i know this is an impossible task. > > After a long time, I looked at the family photos and it brought back > the tears in me. But they dried out and I began looking at the > pictures once again wihtout any emotions. If this is life, i sure > don't want to live it. > > i don't know how long i'll have to wait here without mumsy. > > I love you mumsy |