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From: Cindy's Mom on 22 Jan 2008 15:45
On Jan 22, 10:14 am, rosiesg...(a)gmail.com wrote:
> On Jan 17, 8:22 am, "Lynn - Josh's Mom" <lynn.za...(a)gmail.com> wrote:
>
> > On Jan 9, 5:44 am, john.orthw...(a)gmail.com wrote:
>
> > > Is there anyone here who is glad to wake up? I mean, we all do go
> > > through our 24 hour periods of time one way or another, but is anyone
> > > happy that they get to open their eyes for another day of
> > > consciousness?
>
> > And one more thing. Possibly I am sadder right now because I have been
> > since New Years.  Another year, my son Joshua, will not be part of
> > this calendar year.
>
> > Lynn - Josh's Mom
>
> Hi Lynn
> Just found this message group and feel compelled to reply to you.
> I understand your feelings completely. My son Kit died in October 06
> aged 23. He took his own life.
> I thought that I was alone in the feelings you described.
> There's family left for me...hubby and 3 other sons but I feel as you
> do.
> Kit always needed me more and I worry that wherever he is he still
> needs me but can't reach me.
> I hate to think of him alone without us to help him.
> Everyone says that time heals...I keep waiting for the day I can wake
> up and be, if not happy then, ok-ish.
>
> Deb - Kits Mam [from UK]

Hi Deb..I just wanted you to know I can relate to all you are feeling.
My daughter Cindy died of an accidential prescription drug overdose on
October 25,2006. She was 38. I have always felt that she needed me the
most and somehow even though I did all I could for her over the many
years of her struggles I feel I let her down somehow in the end and
should have been able to "save" her. I know this is not rational and I
couldn't be with a grown woman everyday nor control her actions, but I
still feel I should have been able to stop her from taking so many
drugs. I light a virtual candle for her everyday at a wonderful web
stie www.gratefulness.org and tell her how much she means to me and
that I am praying for peace for her soul. I don't think time will
help my ache for my daughter heal. She is a part if me I will never
let go of or forget or stop missing. I think with the passing of time
we learn to function and go on but the ache is still with me and it
has been 15 months now. It does help to read the postings here and
write to those that touch our heart, so I certainly welocme you to our
group and send you hugs this day. Judy, Cindy's Mom
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