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From: n-- on 1 Aug 2008 02:06
i get there, im getting it soon, i know it and i want it to stop!

i dont know why it comes but it always does and it drives me nuts! i
cant help the thoughts, first im great, im better than ok i can do
anything i want! i get to a level of mastery ive never seen before..
always always better and better......

its starting to crash and i see the signs now, knowing full well where
im headed, what im about to do! its time for sadness it seems, dispair
i dont want it!

how do i stop it before he gets to me, makes me into what i dont want
anymore... . . . . . .. ... ..... .. .
im tiring out and slowing down..

last time i felt this good i came quickly to the point where i tried
to kill myself, i couldnt take it, i need to stop it before it
happens, before everything fucks up.

but you know what, it seems a mere cry for help wont save anyone
anymore, people are to cold, too vain to help those they might see as
in need, pass a shoulder then help those who can yet be saved..

can anyone be saved?
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