From: Gomer104 on

Hi I am not new just older and dealing with the same old disease. I
feel desperate and pathetic at the same time. I am now 45 and feel
hopeless more than ever. My mindset never changes even though I wake up
each day saying this is the beginning only to be brought down. I don't
know what to do anymore except die. Is there anyone else in my
situation. Please give me feedback before it's to late.


Thank you

gomie