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From: Lori on 17 Oct 2007 16:26
((((Hello Everyone))))

I'm completely worn out! I have been doing as much as I can in my
apartment to get it back into some kind decent order. Having
firbromyalgia and polymalgia rheumatica does not help when I am trying
to get things done. I do as much as I can, then I have to take a rest
as my back, neck and shoulders are screaming with pain by then. At
least the restroom repair and remodeling is done! Hallulujah!!! :-)

I had an appoinment with a new additional counselor I have only seen
once before when she did the mental health assessment on me. I had to
cancel today because I just could not get out the door. I just want
to stay home.

I still also have sessions with my psychotherapist every other
Thursday. Tomorrow is my next session with him and I will do what it
takes to get there. I have been having sessions with him for over a
year and feel comfortable talking to him.

The agoraphobia 'monster' has not let go of me yet. I sure wish it
would. I feel in time it will but it's going to take a lot of
prayers, patience and therapy. It's not something that will happen
overnight. Even though it grabbed ahold of me overnight. Doesn't
seem fair that "it" could do that and I can't get rid of it just as
fast.

Mostly I'm just babbling because I feel kinda helpless right now and
can't get any help from DWS here in Utah. I need financial assistance
desperately but no facility in my area is willing to help me. I pray
constantly that my SSDI will be approved soon. Knowing I have an
income again will help me to deal with other issues better as a major
part of the stress will be removed.

Thanks for reading this long boring post. Take care and have the best
day you can. I am off to put the heating pad on aches and pains.

((((Hugs))))

Lori

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