From: flex55 on
Hi, new to this group. Have been depressed for twenty five of my last
twenty five years. I was not aware, until I was consumed with thoughts
of hurting myself, for a continous seven days, Then I sought out help.
I am on wellbutrin/effexor currently, but still suffer from sudden
anger, feelings of emptiness, fear of
rejection, worthlesness and helplessness. I am a sixty year old
healthy male otherwise.
I have read here on the internet, parts of the brain atrophy, with
untreated depression, hippocampus and amydala. One I think has to do
wtih memory, the later emotions. My memory stinks, my emotions
sometimes consume me, and the only place I feel safe is in my bed under
the covers.
(it is ok to laugh, I do at myself as well)

My last kick in the pants was misdxed leukemia untreated for two years,
and then of course chemo therapy which I read encourages demantia. .
I have also read reboxitine, edronax, an AD, is helpful in rebuilding
the atrophied brain, as well as other AD's.
But unsure which!.
YOUR OPINIONS WOULD BE WELL RECEIVED.
hugs david, aka flex

From: humble life on
flex55 wrote:
> Hi, new to this group. Have been depressed for twenty five of my last
> twenty five years. I was not aware, until I was consumed with thoughts
> of hurting myself, for a continous seven days, Then I sought out help.
> I am on wellbutrin/effexor currently, but still suffer from sudden
> anger, feelings of emptiness, fear of
> rejection, worthlesness and helplessness. I am a sixty year old
> healthy male otherwise.
> I have read here on the internet, parts of the brain atrophy, with
> untreated depression, hippocampus and amydala. One I think has to do
> wtih memory, the later emotions. My memory stinks, my emotions
> sometimes consume me, and the only place I feel safe is in my bed under
> the covers.
> (it is ok to laugh, I do at myself as well)
>
> My last kick in the pants was misdxed leukemia untreated for two years,
> and then of course chemo therapy which I read encourages demantia. .
> I have also read reboxitine, edronax, an AD, is helpful in rebuilding
> the atrophied brain, as well as other AD's.
> But unsure which!.
> YOUR OPINIONS WOULD BE WELL RECEIVED.
> hugs david, aka flex
>

haven't a clue what to suggest in your situation.
a few too many experiences i haven't yet had. thankfully.

you're surviving bit by bit though. that bit is pretty good.
From: Whiskers on
On 2007-01-04, flex55 <dhallgar(a)gmail.com> wrote:
> Hi, new to this group. Have been depressed for twenty five of my last
> twenty five years. I was not aware, until I was consumed with thoughts
> of hurting myself, for a continous seven days, Then I sought out help.
> I am on wellbutrin/effexor currently, but still suffer from sudden
> anger, feelings of emptiness, fear of
> rejection, worthlesness and helplessness. I am a sixty year old
> healthy male otherwise.

In this country, "Wellbutrin" is only licensed as an aid to withdrawing
from nicotine.

Finding the 'right' medication is a very hit-and-miss affair. Some people
seem to do better with no medication at all. Talking therapy can often
help a lot.

> I have read here on the internet, parts of the brain atrophy, with
> untreated depression, hippocampus and amydala. One I think has to do
> wtih memory, the later emotions. My memory stinks, my emotions
> sometimes consume me, and the only place I feel safe is in my bed under
> the covers.
> (it is ok to laugh, I do at myself as well)

I've read that there are some small physical changes detectable in the
brains of people with chronic Depression; the significance is uncertain
though - and which is cause and which is effect, is also currently 'not
proven'. Frankly, I wouldn't worry about it.

Memory, concentration, and mood, all suffer in Depression.

> My last kick in the pants was misdxed leukemia untreated for two years,
> and then of course chemo therapy which I read encourages demantia. .
> I have also read reboxitine, edronax, an AD, is helpful in rebuilding
> the atrophied brain, as well as other AD's.
> But unsure which!.
> YOUR OPINIONS WOULD BE WELL RECEIVED.
> hugs david, aka flex

Leukemia and chemotherapy probably don't help the brain to thrive, either.

I've never heard of a medication that can reverse 'atrophy' of the brain;
however, using the brain and feeding it sensibly /do/ help it to run as
well as it can. You know the general idea: fresh fruit and veg, not too
much 'bad' fat' and enough 'good' fat, that sort of thing. (Personally, I
think that bananas and sardines are both good - but not in the same
mouthfull).

Welcome to UPSD :)) This place can certainly help you to keep that brain
working.

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From: Rowland McDonnell on
flex55 <dhallgar(a)gmail.com> wrote:

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> My last kick in the pants was misdxed leukemia untreated for two years,
> and then of course chemo therapy which I read encourages demantia. .
> I have also read reboxitine, edronax, an AD, is helpful in rebuilding
> the atrophied brain, as well as other AD's.

What helps brain building is the same as for body building: exercise.
If you use your brain, it'll get more complex and work better - even at
60.

Drugs might increase the rate of improvement, but what are the
downsides? There are bound to be some.

Rowland.

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