From: ~tanya on
On Jun 12, 9:14�pm, unmarprofu...(a)gmail.com wrote:
> Hi there schizo people,
>
> I am schizo too and I am currently doing an experiment. I am NOT takin
> my meds and I record my delusions on webcam and post them on youtube.
> I hope to help those out who are interested in knowing if they are
> schizo or not.
>
> Ok, this is the link:it is called the JUNE experiment
>
> http://youtube.com/watch?v=7ZLmwFfeSe0
>
> take care
>
> I will go on till my mind snaps and I enter a psychotic state. Then I
> will take my meds again. I will record each day. The last time I did
> it was 4 days, so wish me luck.
>
> Long live schizophrenia!
>
> topic: I am schizo and I have recorded my delusions on webcam and
> youtube.com

wow.

thank you.

i so relate to you. i don't behave as you do, yet i behave with the
same underlying thought processes, almost identical, in fact.

watching the videos gave me an understanding of what i couldn't see in
my own mirror, and depleted so much fear of myself, my angst, and
minimized the tragic view i had, as i realized we really ARE all the
same, just different.

creating an awareness of the "normalcy" of this condition and relating
it to my own personal manifestations of this condition moved mountains
for me.

i've always been quite fond of being "crazy." it's a path to humor
which is numero uno in my world. i wouldn't' trade it for having
angelina jolie's body.

(wait.... lemme rethink that.)

ok, maybe britney spear's body these days.

i don't wanna go overboard, (just in case, yanno.)

again, thank you :)

~tanya

p.s. i'm sharing your documented journey with a friend via email. i'l
let ya in on his reaction. <<<<kiss>>>>

From: Inky on
On 13 jun, 04:14, unmarprofu...(a)gmail.com wrote:

> I will go on till my mind snaps and I enter a psychotic state. Then
> I will take my meds again.

Het enige waar ik me zorgen om maak is of je uiteindelijk nog wel het
besef hebt om je medicatie weer in te gaan nemen. Erg aangrijpend, dat
wel. Maar aljeblieft, zorg goed voor jezelf.