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From: kathyackerman on 2 Jan 2008 03:14 Well my sweet boy has been gone for 2 years now and it doesn't get any easier. Many moms in my groups have told me that the 2nd year is the worst since the shock of it all has worn off. My son Brandon was killed instantly in an auto accident. he was 20 years old, or young I should say. I don,t know how 2 years have passed by already! Everyone goes on with thier lives and time passes by, yet I am stuck in a time warp and feel the pain like it was yesterday. God Help Us All Kathy
From: Caz on 2 Jan 2008 04:46 kathyackerman wrote: > Well my sweet boy has been gone for 2 years now and it doesn't get any > easier. Many moms in my groups have told me that the 2nd year is the > worst since the shock of it all has worn off. > My son Brandon was killed instantly in an auto accident. he was 20 > years old, or young I should say. > I don,t know how 2 years have passed by already! Everyone goes on with > thier lives and time passes by, yet I am stuck in a time warp and feel > the pain like it was yesterday. > God Help Us All > > > Kathy > Dear Kathy. It's been two years since my Scott has been gone, he was 23. Why is life so cruel. Who needed our children more than we did??? I am where you are, stuck! Best wishes Kathy. Caz. Scott's mom
From: pcatalani on 2 Jan 2008 07:48
On Jan 2, 3:14 am, kathyackerman <kd7...(a)mchsi.com> wrote: > Well my sweet boy has been gone for 2 years now and it doesn't get any > easier. Many moms in my groups have told me that the 2nd year is the > worst since the shock of it all has worn off. > My son Brandon was killed instantly in an auto accident. he was 20 > years old, or young I should say. > I don,t know how 2 years have passed by already! Everyone goes on with > thier lives and time passes by, yet I am stuck in a time warp and feel > the pain like it was yesterday. > God Help Us All > > Kathy Seems like its 2 years for a few of us, & we all feel the same, such a deep deep loss, an emptyness inside. I guess your right, the shock has worn off & reality has set in, or is trying to, I don't want to accept the reality, too painful. I keep trying to find ways to avoid the truth, think of my Jenn as being away somewhere, on vacation or at school, living in another state, anything, but the reality I know deep down inside is true, but I push it away, nowhere ready to accept it. I wonder what this year will bring, acceptance or more fantasies? I guess one day at a time applies here also. Take care my friends, thinking of everyone here, Pat |